oh God.. though there are issues aren't solving yet.. though there are things in my heart that's weighting a little heavy.. though it was quite a discouragement to know I am not the chosen one to be the next 'discipler'.. somehow I know my heart is lifted up by Your Loving Hands

Dad you saw how this young heart of mine skipped and merry around all these while, like a kid who skipped her way home with sweet melody played =) Oh Daddy daddy~ I am excited towards the things you are about to do and to receive the things that you have in store for me. Dreams and visions that were once 'dead' now are revived. What I once dare not ask and pray, am now asking and seeking. WOW there's so much joy in me to know my once dream desire is about to come to pass! I thoroughly believe and trust that this year will indeed be a year where I will dream dreams and having them coming to pass this yr 08. More prayers, more of the Word to transform my mind, more help needed to bring me to greater heights.

I just want to say that, Dad, my heart is so filled with thanksgiving and gratitude towards you and what you have done for me all these years. Coming August, we have been together for a solid good 10 years! Indeed it's a privilege to be called to your house, it's much a sweet thing to have a relationship with you. Next Sunday I am turning to be 23. come to think about it, 2+3=5 (grace) how true to say my whole life is filled with your ever lasting mercy and grace. I am standing in awe how far you have bought me to. It's so amazing. I couldn't give you promises that say I will walk with you always without falling. Step by step, overcame big mountains, underwent the small valley with you.. 10 years just passed in a blink of an eye. It seem like I just know you 2 years ago. What an amazing love you have shown me. Words couldn't express how I felt but surely you know it all. All my ups and downs, even when times I didn't go services, you are always faithful to stay by my side, guiding my every step. I remembered those days where I wasn't faithful, couldn't see your hands, still you are there for me. This heart of mine is crying out in love and gratitude towards you. Indeed its my joy to know you, my lord.

I sense it coming.. that Dad you are calling me to yourself. You wants me to be more broken towards you then ever before. Not man but your blessings to seek. Daddy I pray that this year help me to be more discipline in your word, that it will indeed dwell richly in my soul and spirit. Also help me to be a much better discipler this year, that I am able to learn and grow in your house. Transition will come but help me to remain focus on you always. Love you with a child-like heart, good nite Daddy =)