Daddy..

this few days don't know why, seem like I am feeling a little down. Nope, not sad but more quiet down inwardly. My birthday is drawing near but just don't have the urge to even wants to have a huge celebration. Beats me.. I wonder, who actually go and remember it.. No one mentions any thing about it.. nor is there any plan.. I believe I would be a little sad if cg forgets about it but I know they won't, since cgl knows about it. Well I won't be surprise if ever anyone forgets about it. Just glad that you know Sunday is my birthday =) I would be just contented to be able to dine with close ones

Since last year, there's a thin air of love around me. Seeing people around in church getting attached.. and this year I heard people are going ROM.. it really set my heart to think.. "when would it be my turn..?" I used to tell myself, don't think or even touch it when I was much younger. That's because I know and trust that my season aren't right back then, still schooling. But now I guess it's time to really pray and think about it. Not young anymore le.. I have reach the age of able to be attach and marriage. Hmm.. Daddy Daddy.. where's the prince? mm.. somehow I asked myself, am I even ready for a relationship. Ahh.. Dad, does all other children have such thoughts when they reach my age? Daddy.. how..? Valentine Day approaching and I can only eat my heart out.. =p Haiz yaya.. I am indeed growing up, Dad. Growing to be a fine loving lady =) Daddy, you would surely mould and help me to be prepared and grow in areas that I must improve (characters) yea? Somehow I wish and really wants to work towards having a better temperament, a sweet attitude and spirit.. Hm, inasmuch as I wish to, Daddy come and hold my tiny hand before the 'prince' appear before me. I believe, though it good and indeed healthy to have a relationship (so my characters can be mould and be a better person), I know being with you is the sweetest love affair I would ever wish or ask for =)

mm.. birthday wish? honestly I don't have particular one in mind. So many things to ask for.. haa Daddy this child of yours is a little greedy. Well I am glad that this Sunday I can spend it in church - something I always wish for (since it only happ every 6-7 yrs) I still remember my outmost wish, that is, to be able to dwell in your house forever =) Hm, other then able to get into SOT smoothly and getting a stable good income job to bless my parents, the very next thing would be future family I guess. If Daddy you permits, I pray my future love would be a God-fearing man, one whois heart is wholly after you. There's so many things I do not understand about a relationship (since I've nvr offically enter one b4) there's not many people whom i can go and talk about too. Daddy I pray you would guide me in this. I know it's hard for me to give my heart away.. but Dad you did swept me off my feets with your sweet love! *grin*

whatever maybe maybe.. my greatest honor is to serve you. my greatest desire is to be your loving sweet daughter and my greatest privilleage is meeting and falling in love with you =)

Dad

I Love You *hug* =)