Dear Daddy
It has been tiring weeks, I felt so exhausted sometimes. Like little [N] who had found grace in your sight, I too, is sick of _____. If ever this is to be a battle to fight, let it be yours. No one knows better than you do
countless nights, sometimes with tears steaming down like river, watching how the sun rise right in front of me.. it can be quite hard-going The clock strikes at certain hour and when my heart trembles from within it's your name I called out. When it's dark and no one to be found though I can't see you physically, I know you are by my side. So many words that needed to release out. Facts and truths that certain people may need to know. Let me be honest and daring enough to reveal the truth. Yes, though I can't go round telling everyone about it but at least to you, I don't wish to harbour anything
Far as I may seem to be, I desire to be close in your embrace. Only in you can I find true peace, freedom, security and safety. So many uncertainties, unknown surroundings.. one thing I am certain about is this: my love for Thee is genuine. The beauty of heaven can still be found inside my heart. Indeed you are the Great I Am who still loves me dearly. You are the gentle loving Lamb and I also your are the Lion of Judah. Help me to be bold and courageous to approach
your throne found wanting to be in your presence. let me be that child who sought to be in her Daddy's loving embrace. Oh how I misses you, long to hug Thee tightly, resting my head on your solid tender shoulder. Bring me to that Garden where I always seat on your legs and glazed at your art-pieces. When the thunders strike at the wee hour, allow me to climb unto your bed to find peace in you
never let go my hands.. Help me to forget how to 'give up' but always remember how to 'cling on' Where will I be without you? The journey can be very tough-going but I know mercy and grace still flows from your throne. Fearful.. scary.. terrifying.. as much as I tried to step out... only you saw how I got freaked out of it.. You are the Great Physician. You helped [N] got out from years of attacks, surely you are more than able to break me free to enter into your freedom. It's tough, something that's beyond what my mind can ever think or imagine. The going gets tough, the tough gets going. No matter how hard it would be, help me to press in and pull through together with you, knowing that you are by my side always.. Let the weak says I am strong; let the poor says I am rich because of what you had done and is going to do. You are and will always be the stength of my heart! My portion is in you alone who had already won zillions of battles. Greater are you who's in me than he who is in the world. ..
A season like this... let me be bold and Still knowing you are in control of it
Love xuan
It has been tiring weeks, I felt so exhausted sometimes. Like little [N] who had found grace in your sight, I too, is sick of _____. If ever this is to be a battle to fight, let it be yours. No one knows better than you do
countless nights, sometimes with tears steaming down like river, watching how the sun rise right in front of me.. it can be quite hard-going The clock strikes at certain hour and when my heart trembles from within it's your name I called out. When it's dark and no one to be found though I can't see you physically, I know you are by my side. So many words that needed to release out. Facts and truths that certain people may need to know. Let me be honest and daring enough to reveal the truth. Yes, though I can't go round telling everyone about it but at least to you, I don't wish to harbour anything
Far as I may seem to be, I desire to be close in your embrace. Only in you can I find true peace, freedom, security and safety. So many uncertainties, unknown surroundings.. one thing I am certain about is this: my love for Thee is genuine. The beauty of heaven can still be found inside my heart. Indeed you are the Great I Am who still loves me dearly. You are the gentle loving Lamb and I also your are the Lion of Judah. Help me to be bold and courageous to approach
your throne found wanting to be in your presence. let me be that child who sought to be in her Daddy's loving embrace. Oh how I misses you, long to hug Thee tightly, resting my head on your solid tender shoulder. Bring me to that Garden where I always seat on your legs and glazed at your art-pieces. When the thunders strike at the wee hour, allow me to climb unto your bed to find peace in you
never let go my hands.. Help me to forget how to 'give up' but always remember how to 'cling on' Where will I be without you? The journey can be very tough-going but I know mercy and grace still flows from your throne. Fearful.. scary.. terrifying.. as much as I tried to step out... only you saw how I got freaked out of it.. You are the Great Physician. You helped [N] got out from years of attacks, surely you are more than able to break me free to enter into your freedom. It's tough, something that's beyond what my mind can ever think or imagine. The going gets tough, the tough gets going. No matter how hard it would be, help me to press in and pull through together with you, knowing that you are by my side always.. Let the weak says I am strong; let the poor says I am rich because of what you had done and is going to do. You are and will always be the stength of my heart! My portion is in you alone who had already won zillions of battles. Greater are you who's in me than he who is in the world. ..
A season like this... let me be bold and Still knowing you are in control of it
Love xuan
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