y are you downcast, o my soul? y do you tears? the heart cry, he hears. be still, knowing that his words will never return to him void..

My Dad.. this heart seems to be so fragile.. so broken before your throne. Day and night it crys out longing for more. Words hidden, the tears speaks on her behalf, Dad strengthen this heart of mine. Draw me nearer to your heart, I pray. Let it not be troubled nor be disturb by the surrounding but trust in your unfailing love.

People asked why have I changed so much.. I know it's all because I am learning to run to your throne, dwelling in my secret place. Only there can I fully express myself and find releases from emotional feeling. Dad teach me, I am so in need of guidance and help. But I couldn't find anyone to guide me along. I am desperate, yes I am. Lord, hold my hands and lead me to walk in your ways. There's temptations around and I do not want to give in to that..

Dad you are all that I am left with.. all that I have.. walk beside you and going all the way.. hold me close.. fill the emptiness with your presence and spirit..